Back from the trip in 四川, I have been in 九寨溝, 峨嵋山, 成都. In this trip, I got a lot of "first time" Such as, First time to been more than 3000 m place. Some people will have some so-called "mountain syndromes". As there air is not so abundant like the low magnitude place, some people will feel difficulties in breathing, dizzy, heart pain. Luckily, I didn't have those syndromes. Also, it was my first time to stay in the 5 stars hotel and 5 starts hotel in the mountain area. Also, first time to see ice on the roads, first time to see ices hanging on the trees on roofs of the building, first time to encounter the delay plane, first time to see 藏族人, first time to walk on the ice...got a lot of exciting moments in this trip, so good and it's very hard to blog it down...

I went to hiking today. Well, I thought that I had to get a new pair of hiking shoes. As the path of this trip got a lot of small marbles, it was quite slippery. I almost fell down two times. I was quite tired after this trip today.

There was interesting thing happened on me today. There 's a bee landing on my palm. It really treated my palm as a flower. But, I am really sorry, there's only sweats but did not have any honey here. I am still wondering why bee did that. The bite of the bee quite itchy...interesting...

There's also an yellow bee landing on my arm...I dared not move a bit...becoz it's too toxic. It wouldn't die even it stinged me....a bit horrible

Thousands of "Why" in my head...such as Why my deleted post was still in the google reader?

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I haven't worried so much about one thing or person in my life. Extremely not ok, What happened?

I think right now is the best time for upgrading my machine. Otherwise, I really do not know when I can upgrade without running critical tasks...

How come I have this thoughts? Actually, I had this thoughts long time ago. Argzzzz~~~~Maybe, I just find other thing to distract myself? Then, is it also to hide this issue? it's still cannot solve it...
Damn...

Shit, how come I lost it without any traces? It will be a lot of tedious works follow-up

This thing really did pull my strings....

I called the police first time in my life. Well, I just be the responsible citizen. But , it's still quite excited. My life was almost in danger at that time...

I completely had no idea that how come there's nobody tried to understand me and just assumed me I must do it in the way they assumed?

Do not bother ... I just wanted to finish the assignments!

Damn~~~

Fight for your own existent~~~

I got so many tantrums right now....FUCK U~~~

I had a long day at home to revise my study. Study and only study, no web surfing and no instant messaging...

The feeling was tough , very tough...

I found out the solutions of the assignments....nice...

How come the thread is still my wounds ( the one which was left from the first extraction). and the dentist claimed that he took out all the threads from it...Hey, is it supposed to be scary?

My face was quite swollen. It's even more swollen than the last time. But the wounds were not painful. Although I felt better than yesterday, I dun feel like doing any assignments. I just had no idea, maybe that swollen made me not feeling well to do any assignments....is it an excuse :P?

I got the last go of extraction wisdom teeth. But this time seemed that it 's more serious than the last time. Becoz the one which needed to extracted from surgery took a lot of effort and time to be taken out ( at least i can feel that). I also got a lot of shot before extraction. But my feeling was not so numb as last time. After surgery , the blood sneaked more than last time. I had not idea that how come I got saliva than last time...Also, my throat was even painful than last time. My wounded was not painful. How come I also got fever...?

I would like to express something. But I have to tidy up my mind first....

To be continued...

I thought that my wounds had been recoverd. However, I felt something weired in the wounds. It just like something odd around wounds. What is that?

I will have another extraction of wisdom on Monday....Even I got experience before, I am still a bit nervous.

Good Luck to me...

It's really a headache...How I can adjust the iptables so that i can block most of the unused. The main problem is even I know all the well-known ports or others well known application ports, I still cannot know all of other occupied but hidden ports. Headache.....

So many headache nowadays....

Before my memory gone, I have to write it down. The following is the sort of Comparion sorrt. Although the time complexity if O(n). However , it is not so useful. It is because it may use up a lot of memory this algorithm. Furthermore, if the elements in an array which needed to be sort were the same as each other. It still cannot gurantee O(n). Also, the range of difference of minimal elements and maxium elements should not larger than elements of the array.

A: an enough large array
B: an array needed to be sort
C: the sorted array of B


A <- 0;
for( i<-0 to B.size - 1 )
A[B[i]] <- A[B[i]] + 1;

j <- 0;
for( i <- 0 to A.size - 1)
if( A[i] > 0 )
C[j++] <- A[i]

The above version is not support any elements of an array A same as each other.
It is still not so useful. It was because it still based on too much assumption....

My face was still swollen, but the medicine was almost out. And I seemed that i got a bit fever tonight...

How?

I got a lot of questions in my head right now...

J told me I can be success some time later. I just need some time to experience something or encounter something. But, J told me that my characteristics would be my burden to be success. Well, I always wondered how J thought I can be success some time later. And, I was also interested in how my characteristics would be my obstacle....

Maybe, it would be a breakthrough...

I have already talked about why I was so unhappy. However, there's nothing improved. I just don't want to put it too long.

I started to think 1 question: Is it good only consider others?

I felt my cheek a bit swollen. At least, it's quite hot inside. Actually, the wounds were not so painful as I thought before. Maybe the dentist was quite good, maybe my health was good, or maybe this wounds was not so serious as that issue annoying me...

anyway, my mouth cannot not just open widely....so that I cannot speak widely...then I thought I can be a listener at least... :P

I just came from the dentist surgery. The dentist removed two wisdom teeth from my right side. I just felt the dentist tried to remove one of my wisdom teeth hard. He almost used up his energy to take it out. However, i just did not feel anything. Maybe , it's because the dentist gave me 2 shots before. ...2 shots....

So helpless...

I got 唇瘡... I think that I was really under stress that it destroyed my immunity system so that it came out. I‘ve just wondered whether it really becoz of that issue. Then, i thought that i still had good life. It was because I don't need to be annoyed by work, study , etc so much....haiz...

OK, it will take me about 1 week to recover from that. Shit...

It said kissing will spread it out...Therefore, no kissing....hahaha, I 've just wondered who I can kiss :P

The dental clinic gave me a phone call and reminded me I got an appointment tomorrow. Oh...dead man's walking....actually, it may not that bad. A colleague told me that I would feel better if I just thought about it rationally. He suggested that I can think about it just like thinking about it in program. Then, I would feel better.

Well, I hope it works.

Then how about another issue?

I need to remove my wisdom teeth tomorrow. Actually, I was a bit scared for visiting dentist, especially I heard about the procedures of removing wisdom teeth. However, I just had no mood for me scaring of it. It was because that issue still made me down. I just had no time and mood again for scaring removing wisdom teeth.

Good Luck to me tomorrow...

The work is getting more bored. I just hate do the stupid hardware testing in brute force. Don't they know every programmer don't like these two words: "brute force". Ok, I admit they don't care about that any more...

The 2nd sleepless night. Damn, how come my body cannot just acuqire more sleep ? Maybe, my mental is more superior than my body? Or, my body is so strong that it can allow be tortured by the negative minds....

Argz~~~~

I read the new ipod. It's called ipod touch. From the specification in its official website and the introduction clip of this gadget. I personally thought it's just another iphone in lite. It was just another iphone which had more memory storage and no phone call functions comparing with iphone. However, the storage size is still far less than the last geneartion ipod. The maximum storage is only 16 GB only.It was still far less the than it's ancestors. However, the ipod touch was quite slim, and it got WiFi inside ( how come u can connect internet with a multimedia player ). The apperance is far far better than the last generation of ipod. This was one thing I thought it's better than the last generation of ipod.

I am not sure whether this is the effect of the medicine. I just got furious easily. Well, I think that I need to calm down and calm down until it is ok ....

I will be back...

As I mentioned before, my immunity system was damaged becoz of the medicine. Therefore, I should go to crowded place so that it would lower the chance to get sick.

However, today. I still was in the crowded place. It was because I got something I have to do before some particular time. In order to lower chances to fall sick, I put on the mask and then went there. Well, I don't mind this one. I still have to go. It was because I thought the meaning of this task was more beyond than putting on the mask and wandered around the crowded place....

I swam this morning. As I did a lot of exercise per each time, I was exhausted. However, this feeling is so good~~~nice

If you really love exercise, I thought U also would feel so good when your breathing is so frequent after exercise...

As I got cuts in my gum, my dentist gave me some medicine to prevent any infections in the wounds just in case. Actually, I don't like this kind medicine so much. It is because this medicine als o killed my immunity system. If it is really strong enough, it really will make me sick easily. And this time, it made me thave pimples and the corner of my mouth seemed that there is another pimples coming. Damn! Actually, I thought that I dun need to take this medicine. It just made my wounds swollen in 1 - 2 days. Then, it will recover themselves. After taking this medicine, it just damage my immunity system at the same time!

Still have 1 more surgery to go.

but have 2 more surgery for removing wisdom teeths....

It is so helpless on the dental chair.... :P

Is the leader the most powerful or strongest within a authority or company? The answer is no. U can verify that in today's news about the current US President.

Well, politics maybe not about the intelligent but is about the money.

Low Knowledge cannot climb up the leader because they don't have knowledge to fight others

Knowledgeable is not necessary to be the leader because they may lack of money.

And it also depends on the luck...

Have U ever have a thought that the current suitation was so suck and I just cannot change it becoz the current rant?

Actually, I thought it was quite common for the people who just first started their job in the real world. It was because they all still had the pure heart to improve the current suitation until it is better or perfect. However, in the mean time, like most of work-starters, they still cannot do much for the current suitation because they did not have any "rights" ( aka "power" in Chinese ). As their rank were still not high enough in a company, they still cannot follow what they really tried to do at this moment.

If they are lucky enough, their bosses or supervisors may let them try to with their own way in a controlled environments. Let them do the task with their own will. It may lead them to think that they still can space to do it with own way. However, some of them are not just so lucky in fact.

Those some unlucky people may not be that bad actually. They still can be successful after some. Their keys to success is they just compromised the suitation. Once they climbed high enough and got those "rights", they just can do whatever they wanted. Nevertheless, some of those people maybe compromised it for a long time. Therefore, they jut followed the weather. They just followed majority of the people. As time beyonds, they just forgot who they are and what they should do....

Live with your own, not with other people's own?

Can you really do that?

or Do it selectively?

I need to have a blood test again tomorrow. The result should be the same. It just not necessary to test it again...still, that is the policy.

I think that it should be ok...

That is so nice. The google reader is almost synchronize my blog. hooray~~~

Before last week, I hadn't been gone to exercise for 3 weeks. Then , I picked the exercise and routine and tried to keep the regular exercise. However, I did not so much in the exercise before when I picked it up again. After the series of gym and swimming, I was totally exhausted. But this feeling....is good...

I quite like studying. Whenever I studied more, I just felt that I wanted to archive it more. I just worked hard on my road to success.

But, will I also miss something at the same time? Everything can be compromised together. Or , actually, I was too navie for believing that.

No, everything is in my own hand. I can use my own hand to archive them. I believe I had such ability to reach it. I dun mind to face difficulties. I always treat difficulties as my challenges. In order to reach those targets, facing challenges is a necessary stage to pass.

Even I said so, do other also think that? Actually, everyone is individual, however, what if some issues are not related own individual?

Maybe, am I just think too much? or just see those issues in different views or angles?

Actually, why don't just be simple as I just run to those targets?

I had a dream last night. I can't say it's a nightmare. However, it's a shock for me , at least for few days. The dream was like Dr Soh and William came to University of Hong Kong to find me. They told me that even if I got high distinction in the projects but the corresponding paper could not be published in IEEE. Therefore, they "needed" me to help them do another research until there is a paper published in the Organization. I told them I got a job and studying master that time. They told me I have to do some time management. Furthermore, they told me that they can't stay in HK all the time and make sure I have the detailed and quality report ( paper, dissection , ) before a specified deadline ( I forgot when )....

Shit

The Physiotherapy's just begun. The instructor said that it won't be cured. I only can treate it and made it not become worse from exercise.

Ok...

The reason I exist is improving in this field. At least , that's Y I studied that and worked on that. But the worst and suckest thing is , I have to survive in the chaos before I can do anything on that. I have to bear and tolerate those non-professional people. From the 1st lesson of SE, I knew SE is actually not a science. It's beyond Science.....what is that ? It's idealism....

Maybe I also will get well soon. Actually, I have to ...

It just had too much thing to handle. Maybe, I really got a big plan.

I wanted to find to cave.

Actually, the room is quire closy...

I thought that i will not stay there in the long time...

What I need to do right now is calm down and be stable... even if I thougth my EQ is always lower than IQ a lot myself....

Master Course is going to begun. I have already found that there were a lot of classmates coming from Mainland China. I also knew they really worked very hard and got a good grade so that they could study in HK. Therefore, I realized that HK students were really in the risk which they may lost opportunities because more quality opponents were in K beyond of the time.

So, I have to work hard...

自強不息~~~

Oh, I was extremely busy in the last week. So, that's y I got no time to blog here...

Well...I was really busy at work...but more busy in the work, more furious about the work. But I am not going to mention any here....

Secondly, I was quite sorry about that. It was because I knew something happened there but I had no idea how can make another felt better. What I can do is not leaving anyone behind...

No back-up, working alone, not utilizing the own ability, a lot meaning less work, too much system configuration, low salary comparing with outside...Should I stay?

18 days annual leave, stable ( not easy to terminate my contract), near Studying place...Should I stay?

Cheebye, bugger off~~~

i just do not like do the job which I cannot utilize my power. The problem is not I not be able to utilize myself. The problem is just control me not utilize myself.

My position is high rank enough. Then my supervisor asked me to request support team to help me. How I can request those people myself. Then , of coz , I have to tell my supervisor I not able to do it. Then, this supervisor blamed me not able to do problem solving. Oh, come on. It's not not me I not able to do it. I just cannot request others to support with more accessing power.

Maybe, I was too secured for this issue. But the problem is I have to be. It was because there was a colleague "told" me I asked too much questions and requested too much before...Well...in my point of view, we just want to finish our job successfully and do not wanted to make it in chaos. Y just "told" others requesting too much? We were all paid for the job. If you just paid for doing your job, then I think that I should quit job now. It is because I am under paid now.
The supervisor wanted me to utilize myself. Then, please lessen my worry and doubted in the working environment....

I read some tutorials about java 3d nowadays. But, I found it's not so good as open GL before. I thought that it's suck...

But, it's more easy to implement with it. Ok, that's the trade-off.

At the same, I thought that I was a bit tired in acquiring some programming technology. I thought that I read too much nowadays and haven't took a good break during day-off. Maybe it's time for me reading some books. So that, it will make me to gain back the creativity, analysis and reading skill before the master degree begins...

Good Luck to me~~~

Get Lost in my code...

My mum just had the eye surgery this morning. Now , she looked better than I thought. Then, I think that it should not be any problem...Yeah...

But my Dad, I heard my dad made a nighmare last night. He seemed that he moaned or cried or something like that. Of coz , I did not tell it to mum. I just hid it. My Dad seemed that he worried about my mum too much...and stress...

When, I saw my family members were under stress. Can I still pretend there's nothing happened?
Argz~~~~

Tonight, it's getting dark and quite. and someone outside's playing "Bridge Over Troubled Water"... Argz...

I've just updated the Movie list...Enjoy

My 3 days holiday has been just begun. Actually, I intended to move my stuff to my uncles place during this holiday. However, my mum's eye surgery had been arranged these 3 days coincidentally. Therefore, I would found some time to accompany with her in this holiday.

Today , I 've just read an interesting article. It's quite interesting...Really. But, it may invoke some bad experience of someone. Therefore, may be share it again in some time...

I just hated the supervisor told me how to do and justified my method whether it is wrong or not. I will give him what he wanted and the specified requirement. But please, DO NOT tell me HOW TO achieve your requirements JUST TELL ME WHAT U WANT.

Also, I really don't like supervisor do not understand I only can program and do the development with instant messaging. 100% time is equal to to 100% work? this formula is definitely not working for me~~~~

I need to remove my wisdom teeth. It's because it's coming out and started to push my front teeth. In order it won't push my front teeth too much, I thought it's almost time to remove those wisdom teeth.

I was just scared to see dentist especially I need to remove my wisdom teeth...

Yes, I am just suck and scared to see dentist...

But I am really scared ....

I was very busy nowadays until my holiday begin. Even I looked forward tight and busy working schedule. However, I don't really feel good nowadays. Maybe, it's too boring or I just felt too tired work the current task.

I have just update the movie list. Enjoy~~~

It seemed that I almost finish the whole day. Well, of coz, the summer is ending...

I haven't blogged for long time. I thought that I forgot the previous issue already. The thing I can say is I just kept working hard.

Some colleagues' opinion just made me not stop laughing. He told me that programming is an Art. Okay....I can say for your level and knowledge about computer science: Programming is definitely an art. How can U name the extension of human-made technology as Art? Programming really can express into Mathematics form if U are really good. But Art is really the thing based on creativity and express the feeling of human-being ( creator ). If U just name the programming as Art, 2 reasons: 1: U really don't know what Art actual meaning is. 2: U don't really know Programming is just the mechanical and practical technology.

I tried hard to tell myself that it's ok for rejection. But I really cannot...It just kept reeling in my head...

It's rejected....

Argz~~~~

Today, I received the reply from Dr Soh. He told me that our paper would not be published. Argz...

I did not need to do any programming job in the last week. However, I was assigned to test some RFID readers and tags. I have to do one of the task in the a lab which was far away from my office. I also have to bring a lot devices to go. During the Journey from my office to the lab, there was no shelter but only had raging sun, I just felt like I was doing tough work outdoor.

Today, I nearly hurt my waist. It's because I hold a lot of stuff and turned to the left suddenly. Then the waist muscle was stretched to the max. It's quite painful. Luckily, I seemed that I did not feel any pain now. I thought that I would call my colleague to open the door for me in the next time....

I played Red Alert 2 in the last 2 days. This game was quite good when it's just release. And this time , I played it with trainers so that I can get unlimit resources ( money~~~) and build my own immortal army...

Then, I finished the game in 2 days including the both sides ( allies, soviets ) and tuorials...

Then, what's point of playing games?

I've just recovered from cold. Then, I went to gym tonight. Well...even if I just stopped for 2 terms, but I still felt that the routine was more harder than before. Maybe, I just recovered from cold. Health is the most important thing. Sleep Well, eat well, exercise hard~~~

But, am I working too hard?

Why did it happen? Why this thing happened on me finally? Why? Damn...

It's very vulnerable....

The most powerful is my mind myself...

I am disappointed....

I hope I can get well soon and make me to forget this thing as soon as possible

I got the most disgusting illness in my world....cold...

NO DISTURB~~~

I think that I am sick now...

Please don't disturb me...

My head started to be painful...I want some rest. The work is too busy becoz of the critical bug. I just wondered how come there is no supplementary plan .

If I got any leave and the program got any problems, then the whole project will be fucked up~~~

I recalled what C told me yesterday: "If the conversation was just about the super normal, very plain, nothing more special than daily life, then your relationship is not so special anymore. Why don't just give it up and not continue anymore?"

Well, is it so simple to define that by this way?

Sometimes, I just dun like C analyzed based on her own experience...

Maybe , I am also too naive to believe what she said

Throat-ache

My throat is super painful~~~

It's more painful whenever I swallowed

My throat is going ...

Struts: It's just like traffic controller for the servlet, http request and http response. The core part of Struts framework is the Action Mapping file which is a xml file.

This Mapping file is a good start for getting the big picture of the whole web applicaiton if it replies on it for handling http request and response.

Structs also provide the message properties files which can acted as the content of the page. The jsp page can call the entries of this message properties files as the source of the content. It will be benefit for storing the content in different coding without changing the setting of character set of the pages.

However, I personally did not like the program or application heavily reply on the external framework too much. If there is any bugs or security holes of this program. Then my program would be spoiled.

On Sat, C asked me some questions. Actually, I haven't thought those question before. It seemed that I was too naive for that , right? But for me, I dun care too much. I just need to do it with my own will and that is.

That was the path I chose to it.

I watched Pirates 3 on Sat with C. This movie was not so good. The story line was quite bad. The only impression of this movies or this trilogy was Johnny's Act. In this series, he really got the mental disorder. He just can act different side of characters and talked to each other. Even there was visual effect for that, but still he was just able to act in different characters. Johnny was a quite great actor.

I think that I need to prepare my master course. mentally, and physically

I have to boot up my reading skill , and concentration skill...

Good Luck to me~~~

I just updated the movie list. Enjoy~~~

I haven't blogged for long times. It's becoz I was quite busy and lazy ...

I wanted some space and time for me studying and reading books and learning new technology or skill. I have no idea I can't do it at home...

I was quite worried about her. But I thought that she 's getting well now.

Today, I listened some negative comments about me from a non-professional colleague...

Should I bother?

Damn....

I think that I've already mentally exhausted....

Sometimes, I just tired, mentally tired. I also want to express it. I just dun know how....

Actually, should I not be tired?

I need to work on site tomorrow. I will be responsible to assist another colleague to check the reading of a RFID tag which is near a drainage lid. Yes, it's a drainage. But, I do not need to go down to the pipe. First, I dun have any license. Second, I am dumb enough to get a license of that. My path of career.... is a bit different....

I've just updated my movie list...

I still have no chance to watch Pirate 3....

Today, Seung Guen got a stopover in HK before reaching to Melbourne. Actually, he did not have so much time to stay in HK, one overnight only. Therefore, he did not book any hotel room for his little stay in HK. Well, I met him in Tsim Sha Tsui and then watched the laser show in Victoria Harbor. After the dinner, I took him going to Central by ferry and then took tram to Cauesway bay. In Causeway Bay, he treated me beer. Actually, I don't like beer so much. It just made my stomach too full to hold that. We all just hang around in there about 11pm and then went back Tsim Sha Tsui by MTR ( becoz his return bus to Airport was in Tsim Sha Tsui).

Well, he will have another stage of life in Melbourne then Adelaide

Wish him all the best and good luck~~~~

I've already updated the Movie List. I have already add some. Please Check...

I have already started to review my study after work. It was a bit tough. Seriously, I cannot really study properly when I was home. It was not becoz I got too much distraction. It was becoz sometimes my parents did tell him go bed early. I really hated this. If I was sleepy, I would go bed myself. I do not need anybody remind me for sleeping. It was just interrupting my studying.

Well, I did plan to move out to stay in somewhere a while for work and study....

In the meantime, whenever I accomplished some milestones either in the work or study, I just had strong sense that I was closer to what I want and already planned for the future. Is it good or bad?
Good thing: it's good to reach the target what I want. Bad thing: there was nothing existed in as smooth as silk. It seemed like it would never happen....

I thought that what I need to do is calm down and concentrate....

Good Luck to me....

I haven't blogged for a long time. Actually, I was quite depressed before. It was because I started to doubt my own ability. I was not sure whether I was suitable for that task before. However, it was proven that it was just redundant for me worrying this too much. I can claim that I was suitable for that.

Furthermore, I was no time to think about that too much. It was because there was another thing happened which also need my assistance to accomplish that. As it was a task which I must not fail in it, I just paid a lot of attention in there. It was glad that we all made that at last. It was a great experience for tackling that kind of problem. In the meantime, I was not depressed about the problem before anymore. Well, was it happened coincidently or ....? Anyway, I just want to say: Thank You!

I am quite depress now. I want to express. But I really cannot...

I have no idea how come today was extremely busy. As there was another colleague leaving, I was asked to attend hand-over session this morning. As I also got another ASP projects which were assigned in the last minute and the deadline approaching which was the 1800 evening ( even the leader of this project negotiate with the client and postponed it ). I had to attend both sides work...

Well...I felt something growing in my life today...

Last few weekends is normal. But the last one was not. I was assigned ASP work for me. The deadline was approaching. Therefore, I had to go back to work on Saturday. However, there was no air-conditioning around 1230. It was the hottest day in HK since the beginning of this year. The air in the office was chokie and I felt my sweat dripping from from cheek. I also got no hands to wipe it out becoz I have to used my hands to type the keyboard. It's too hot in the office... Well...I only suck thumb at this moment. Becoz...I have more important thing to achieve

Tonight, I have to work until to 2230. Well, actually, I came to office about 0930 this morning....

I can pass through this...

I would like to tell U. I finished Super Mario 3. Yes...Actually, I have the aid with save / load function otherwise, I cannot finish this game so easy ( but it was never smooth )

Boring work, the work is boring. I heard that I will do ASP ( Application Service Provider) starting from tomorrow. Will I still need to write user manual? Oh , come on, it's too boring...

Will I be the first one died becoz of the boredom?

Ar~~~~

I am done in writing user manual. It is very boring , no challenging, time consuming. I felt very sleepy becoz of that

Very boring in the work...Y they just paid for me sitting here and writing user manual. There is no challenging and never utilize my ability. Well...even it was like that, I still have to bite the bullet....

but I started to play Mario Brothers during break....well...I have to behave ... :P

Today was a public holiday. And I and my dad went to a outer Island for seeing 太平清醮, and one of the activities called "飄色", it's a marching and got some performance within it. The most famous performance of this marching was it got the kids poses a different position like standing on the one-leg chair buy only one leg or use one hand to raise up another partner ( don't worry, it's the "performance"). But today is too hot and too sunny. It's quite tough...

It's really not a good idea to joining travelling agent to travel.....really shit

Even I don't know what happened, I just know I am in big trouble.

Still...nobody wanted to tell me.

My back is going to crazy...shit...

I think that my back go some problem ....pain....

My back, my back is pain? shit, what happened...

Everyone will comment you whenever which side U are.

Therefore, I should not say anything. Then, just let them say and say...

Then, let me accumulate all of them and died becoz of it. It is because who will care U. Only myself care myself. Doesn't matter. Then, why I express it?

Everything happened in one go...nice....I still haven't been in development yet. I will do ASP ( Application service provider ) for 2 weeks...When can I go back?

I think that I should go back...go back

I really do not want that period coming back again ~~~~

Cont'd

Even I believe I am harmless, how come no people is still dare close to me.

For work, colleagues never asked me to have lunch with. Even I asked whether I can join. They just asked another or another. What did I do? I did not even talk to U. I wanted to open myself to others. But Y? It is just a dichotomy: "U should not close to the one U are not familiar with" Then, those who are new are always new. It just like exiling the new one. Y? Aren't we should be united? If U wanted to be reality, then I give U reality.

For friends, I really don't like hi-bye friends. And, I really don't want to be perfunctory deal with my friends. I am asking for the quality relationship. I understand "respect" is the basic thing I have to do. But, it doesn't mean that I know everything how I respect all people. Every human are individual. Some people just have their own standard. I understand that but I also need to know how. I think that not everyone are supposed others to understand everything ( maybe those are reminded many times before ) But I just want to say I really want to respect others. However, I just have no way to achieve that. I tried to talk. But just don't know how. I don't mean my friends have to be so friendly as me to them. It seemed that it was wrong I am "friendly" to them. I just want to find ways to respect others.

I really don't know Y. I have a strong sense that others just don't like my aura.

I believe I am harmless to others. However, I have to learn how I can stop myself not to surface everything implicitly.

The new application got a draft already. Most of the core functions got a draft design in it. I think that I can design one more function and its database schema tomorrow. Yes...this is good..

and Amazing~~~

I tried to module all the thing in a class diagram and I found out I don't need to implement all the classes in the same language or in OO. It is because the class diagram is just made us to have a clear mind in the structure of web application. But I am not saying I can't implement those completely in OO. But after consideration the current web design philosophy and technology, it maybe better not to implement all the thing in a OO language ( at least the layout should be used with html, dom, javascript and AJAX while the control layer should be used with Server side script language ).

In the past ( I mean when I was still taking my degree ), we all were asked to design the whole class diagram, but until now, I realized that I dun need to implement them with the same language or exactly some of them in OO. I just think that this is a tool to assist us to make a big picture clear.

Saturday and Sunday is always boring for me. I really don't know what I should do on that day. Actaully, I was really a boring person. After work, I don't have so much entertainment. I only browsed the Internet and read some user manual in programming. Oh man...I think that I told U before. Please speak with me in Computer Language.

Well...I am looking for the Master Course now. At least, I got something to fuck my brain...

Suddenly, I really play pc games, ps2 games as well...except ps2, I don't have any console can play pc games...shit....

Wooooo Hoah~~~ He's back. The development guy is back. Nice...Even better than before.

Any one cheer for me?

When human get bored and feel lonely, will they do something not often do in the normal time?

Some people will eat a lot and drink a lot. They just tried to take eat and drink as entertainment.

Some people like drug takers said they took drugs because they were bored and felt lonely. They wanted to use the effect of drugs to let them forget boredom and loneliness.

Some people would have sex with their closed friends or good friends or their partner, even with strangers. They wanted to use the orgasm to compensate the boredom and loneliness.

The above methods seemed that it will work sometime. However, it is just a short term. Some of them would also give U permanent or long-term harms mentally or physically.

Some people would try to live with this boredom and loneliness. They thought that it always happened in our life. We just got used with them. No need to do those kind of thing...

Some people accumulate this feeling a lot and cannot tolerate this anymore. They just found their friends. They just try to share it to them. Let them lessen your boredom and loneliness.

Well...I thought that at least these two methods are better. It is because U were facing them and live with them but not skipping or escaping it. Whenever U are able to go along with it more, the more U have strength to resist it.

Are U lonely?

Updated: 2007 Summer Movies List

I am trying hard to not leave any marks that can be traced back...

I watched "Umizaru: Limit of Love". Personally, I thought this movie was better than Spider Man 3. Even Spider Man 3 was quite good in its Visual Effect. However, the story was not so good in there. But in Umizaru, the story was a lot better. It really can describe the emotion of human being during the critical situation. There is no super power and advanced gears and stuff to overcome the situation. Everything is rely on the attitudes of the life: Never give up and Trust the relationship. It really tried to push the limit of human being beyond the previous limit.

and...this is Life...

I also set up Tomcat Server 6.0 in my machine as well. That's mean my machine got 2 web server: http web server and tomcat server. Nice. Then, my machine can run with php and jsp. Nice~~~

Well, it's time for me starting to design web application. Before that, I have to install Eclipse and some UML drawing tools.

I may see whether I will download Spring , Struts , Hibernate sometime later.

Finally, I made id3 module done in php. Nice...I can use php to manipulate id3 tags...Wow, I am so happy that ....It is because I spent a lot of time and effort on that and finally I really made it done.

I really want to share my happiness to her. I hope she also be able to feel that...

Well...may be she just thinks it's just normal........

I am super bored. Nothing to do. Just writing a user manual in the work.

How I can overcome this boredom?

I think that writing some program may help.

Shit man...then I will become a boring person...

Everything is related to program le....

Please use Java to talk to me later. It is because I am quite fluent in this language at this moment. U still can talk to me in C language because it is my mother language. In addition, talking to me in C++ is still not a problem because it is just my dialect.

If you really do not understand the language I mentioned above, U also try to talk me in a language U are professional in. Then, I will try to understand what you said. Don't worry. My professional skill is learning new language or technology as fast as possible...

Argzzz~~~Something cannot be said for the good sake.

I really have no idea how I can make id3 module working in php. I have already tried to recompile php myself. However, it still did not succeed. Then, I just made it more serious. I really went to www.id3.org and see any ideas for implementation. Then, I found out the implementation in java. Then, I tried to install the java external external myself and it seemed that it can recognize those api in that library. Well...in order to fufill my original plans before. I think that I will build the application with servlets and jsp. Well...I think that it's the 1st step...

Nice~~~

When I was in philosophy class before, I remember an example about tracing the thinking. The topic of the lecture is about the thinking of our human and we seemed that we are interested to trace back the path of human thinking. However, thinking is quite abstract. It is intangible. U cannot touch, see, smell, taste, listen. Therefore, some may think that what if we trace it from the other stuff which need our thinking to archive that. Therefore, they thought that playing chess may be one of the example which we can trace another's path of thinking of each other. Then, one of them moved a critical step and another cannot defeat and surrender. Then, we can conclude that the thinking of that guy is quite good , at lest is better than other. However, a problem was invoked: how did U know that guy really manage to move that critical step? How did U ensure that he was never in his luck and moved that step in blindfold? The problem here is we still cannot determine his path of thinking according to the outcome ( which is the critical move). It is because a chess master can move this step or a super lucky guy also can move this step while he is really on the peak of his lucky level....

Well...philosophy class always give U something to think. It's not so easy to have an appropriate answer. The reference for this topic can be lasted for few pages....

But I think that it may be quite easy to tell whether he is a chess master or just a lucky guy. U can just simply see whether he can take this as an advantage and then he can win at last. Otherwise, just say he 's just a lucky guy ( or dumb guy ) at that moment.

Human is a creature learning from experience and mistakes. For example, when U were still a kid, U did a maths for 5 + 6. At that time, U counted your fingers wrong. U put 10 instead of 11. Maybe, U forgot to add on after counting to 10 or U did not concentrate to count your fingers. Therefore, in the next time, U would pay more attention to do the maths with fingers especially add-on is necessary. As a result, you would get a correct answer in the next time.

Although our life is not so simple like doing 5 + 6, it is also similar as learning from mistake. For example, U made an mistake in deciding an issue that U were failure on that and U were fortunate enough to get a chance again to handle this issue again. Then, U also learnt from experience and performed a better play in the next time. In the meantime, U also noticed that the worse in your failure U've experienced, the more careful and better play in the next time.

However, did U also notice that one thing which is called "over". Don't ever think that perform too good maybe not a good thing. It's just made the situation worse. Once U made mistake before, then U will do too much to avoid all the mistakes. Then, U just concentrate to avoid those mistake and forgot what it should be like at last. As a result, U still cannot do the thing well.

I know this is quite hard to determine the level we should reach that we correct our past and improve ourselves. But I think that we can think in this way: if the whole picture was really improved itself after your correct operations done, then it is ok and fine. If the whole picture was actually worse than before after your correct operations done, then U know what to do.

How come it's came out again...painful~~~

I drank a lot of water but it still cannot help.

Gums, stop swollens~~~

It's so torturing....torturing...

Is it supposed to be like that?

or It just like that?

Shit man...Today's everything is not going well...

I used my login id of my Uni's computing account to login my own machine. Then U know what it happened next...

At the same time, I sensed that I am rebounding or may be it just a buffering...

When I watched "The Pursuit of Happiness", it mentioned Will's Smith and his son how to survive when Will was an apprentice. At that time, Will was so broke that he did not have any money to make his son and even himself to survive. They both relied on the last one ( or two ?) machine that they could get money if those machines were sold out. At the beginning, Will did not have any chance to sell this machine to hospital or private clinics. There's also one got stolen by happies. After he got back the stolen one, he was able to sell it out and get money. However, another was stolen by a tramp. Even he got it back finally, it's still spoiled and quite dirty. He also had to fix it himself and clean it up. At last, he sold the last one to the hospital and concentrate the practical in the firm. Well...maybe we ( probably only me)will think that once Will sold all of their machine, then he would get money and good thing would come to next. Like as Chinese said "否極泰來". However, real life is real life. Real life is also wild life. Even U can pass the early tough stage and a sweetie came after that. However, it really does not mean that real good thing has come already. Like Will in the movie, after he sold all the machine, the life did not improve as much as he thought. He also need to worry about his son and their living place. U can tell the situation was worse than before. At this stage, I ( probably me again )think that some of people may probably give up. Because they just passed the tough stages before. Finally, they must get the good thing and never happened again. Well, that is the living example. Bad thing still come. However, I ( Yes, only me again? )thought that the most important thing is our AQ. If our AQ is good to make sure we are able to survive in the worst situation. Then, we also win. Because , we were not defeated. Good Thing can still come to us. I have to declare I never denied "Good Things come after Bad Things"( 否極泰來 ) , but I have to emphasize that this is not the whole picture, it's just a process. We also have to aware that bad thing is still possible to come in any time.

This world did not have rebounding, just only have the strength to survive in wild environment.

I forgot to pay my credit card. Oh shit...I really broke this time

Shit....

I lost a lot money 5 days....damn

As I ate too much chili on Sunday and today, my throat is in pain again...shit~~~

I just update the list of 2007 summer movies....

Save money , save money, and watch it in 1st session which is the cheapest....

Money, Money , Money

Shit man, how come on the earth is so difficult to compile php into my system. How come, I really do not want to spend too much to install thing. And the most important thing is, IT'S NO PROGRESS after tones of efforts....or may be I dun work hard enough?

My Summer Movies Routines has been just begun. The 1st movie was Spider Man 3. I watched it on Sunday. However, I thought that this movie was just good in visual effect. The story was just ok. They just tried to group everything together, but not create the new one. Furthermore, there's a word "understanding" which is the soul of this movie. It's just ok la. Actually, I quite like the fighting scenes especially New Globin fougth with Peter Parker in the air...Nice

I dun think there's a Spiderman 4 becoz nothing new will be sparked.

ok, What's next? Pirates?

In order to set up my own development environment, I have to install those http server, php and mysql by compiling manually. Shit man, it seemed that I have no choice for that. But actually, it's just my call and I think that I can exercise those system administration skill...

Compiling...

Today, I lost HKD ＄6000. It was because I've just canceled the saving insurance which I had been paid for 3 months ( HKD $ 6000 ). And , the staff told me that I could not get those money back because I canceled it after 21 days. And then I cannot get back the money or I kept paid it for one year. Even if I pay 1 year, I only can get part of money if I cancel it. Therefore, I considered the opportunity cost. I think that I better cancel it right now. Otherwise, I don't have so much money to use.

Right now, please don't lecture me about this issue. I 've already paid a lesson for it.....

Leave me alone~~~

Oh Nice, I just did some research in Internet. I think that my planned web application which can improve the description of my files can be done in the following few days...

Maybe, I try to apply some Web 2.0 philosophy into it...and Ajax as well..

Should I use Dojo? or just exercise super programming skill to implement Ajax?

Nice~~~

Oh, well...I am struggling whether I should buy a psp....Buy ? Not Buy?

Finally, I set back the Chinese fonts without blur. Although, they are a bit weired ( include the english characters ), I think that they all are clear enough. Then it should be ok. hahaha...I have to set back the programming environment as as soon as possible.

Today, colleagues did not have so much work to do, but I still have tones of work to do. It was because I have to debug some programs and make sure the validation working in the program. Actually, it's a great challenge becoz I have to debug and enhance somebody's programs.

Around 1900, my supervisor was the last person ( except me ) in the office. At that time, I was still working hard in the debugging job. However, I noticed supervisor was going to leave. Therefore, I have to rush to pack up my stuff and then leave. Otherwise, my supervisor would think that I worked harder than him. Then, he would think that I wanted to "pretend" I worked hard even harder than him. Then , he did not work so hard....shit....

I was "forced" to go...

This is the working place I am looking forward:

Googleplex's Life

I treated a promised dinner to my friend yesterday evening. We went to a restaurant which the Hainanese Chickent Rice is really good there. After the dinner, we just walked around in Time Square and spent some time there.

Even I also did some window shopping with a gal, I dun feel any good this time. Maybe, I got something to think and I dun enjoy this window shopping with her.

See...?

Spiderman 3 is finally in the big screen. Actually, I quite like to watch Marvel Hero Movies ( except The Hulk from Lee An ). In addition, my favourite is Fantastic Four and Spiderman. It's becoz they really can use their brain and cooperated with their special power to save people. They just don't like Superman or somebody like that only use special power to save people ( sorry, superman's fans) . At least those two seemed that they are more "real".

In HK, it seemed that there are a lot of ppl expecting this movie. Whever there are the begin of showing sessions or the end of showing sessions, there are more ppl than the normal time...Well, I haven't watched it yet. I just wondered whether it would be more disapoointed when there is more expected.

Ok, see how...

I have to install Linux again...Actually, it's not becoz of a critical problem which would lead to a failure of the system. It just cannot install J2EE properly anymore. This problem was due to my "rm -rf" of the whole "~/SDK" folder when they provided uninstall script me for me to do uninstallation. As I cannot tolerate something malfunction in my system and I really have no idea the appropriate solution for this. Therefore, I reinstalled the whole Linux again. This destroy and grow approach at least worked for me if I really did not have any idea to solve. However, I had to spend a lot of time and re-config the system again.

Now, the 1st problem is I cannot set the chinese characters displayed properly and clearly just like before. Even if I followed instructions which I've established before, it still cannot work. Oh shit...and fuck~~~

Well...I thought that I was nearly dragged by a double - decked bus yesterday evening...

Yesterday, I took the bus when I was off. There was a traffic jam and the bus was full of bus. When I got off from the bus, the bus was still crowded. At that time, I was still listening my mp3. After I'd just stepped out from the middle door, the wire of my mp3 was hooked by a gal's back pack and jammed. At that time, the news about a gal dragged by a minibus surfaced in my head. I pulled the wires, it did not improve the situation. And, the gal did not know her fucking bag hooked my wire. I stepped back into the bus, untied it...and got off the bus at once.

Actually, that time was quite dangerous. It was because another who just walked in front of me was not leaving the bus. The bus driver would be so efficient that close the damn door. If I really torn back my wires outside the crowded bus, the bus driver definitely closed the door without noticing poor me and pressed the paddle. Then, I would be dragged by the bus...and then....

After this issue, my wire was completely "torn" out from my mp3 players and lost the sponge of the right ear phone...fuck

There was a special thing of my life happened on me this evening. The following is the conservation between me and an European Tourist ( I can tell from his accent ) :

Tourist: Hello, Do U know English?
Me: Yes, I do. How can I help U?
Tourist: Yes, Do U know where Wan Chai is?
Me: Yes, This is Wan Chai already.
Tourist: Can U show me where I can find girls? Prostitutes?
Me: Oh yes, U can go to the left of that Street?
Tourist: What's the name of the street?
Me: Lockhart Road
Tourist: Which way I can find girls? My Left? Prostitutes?
Me: Yes, your left, that side
Tourist: Oh, Thank you
Me: OK

See, that Tourist asked me where he can find Prostitutes, Well...it's illegal for the prostitutes asking business. But, it's alright to find prostitutes. And I just told a tourist about the famous Red Light Zone in HK. After that, I reflected myself: Was it a right thing to do that? If U do that, U are helpful for tourist, at least HK is encouraging her tourism industry. But, is it the selling point for tourism in HK?

Well...I just can say: it is the relationship of demand and supply. If there is demand, there is supply. It's normal...

I have to claim that it's the common sense for every HK people knowing where the Red Light Zone is. BUT, it doesn't mean that I had any experience there...

Finally, ssh server and ftp server is also back. Well, I have to claim it first. I never set both server for 5 hours. Actually, I was out for about 4 hours. Therefore, I only set it for almost 45 minutes.

Well...keep going...

I am thinking whether I should apply a dynamic DNS service or just set BIND myself. I only know setting DNS for BIND behind router with dynamic ip address was never a easy routine...

Well...the decision seemed that it was surfaced itself...

Yes, I set back the homepage as index.xml...That's good

The next thing is install back ssh, and ftp server...

Then Java, Tomcat, and it's related framwork such as Struts, Spring andHibrenate...

Last night, I played a psp game with a friend. The game is called Intelligent License 2. OH...I love this game very much man. I think that I was totally attracted by this game.

Well, Should I get a psp?

I think that I will not just pay money for this game. May be I will try some free gift from some credit card or something...

Becoz I still have to save money

Oh man, how come it's so hard to set the homepage of the Apache Http server as index.xml. It should be set in somewhere of the configuration file. But where's the line?

Should be somewhere...

I am building servers again in my Linux. LAMP is the minimum requirement...

Then, ftp server, ssh server, bind ( even I still have no idea for using it behind the router...)

Then , Tomcat, Struts, Hibernate, and Spring ( I think that I will put more effort on this one late some time )

I am thinking whether I will install LDAP...

There is a new mansion for sale near my working out place. Therefore, there are a lot of agents standing in the street and promoted it to the passing citizens. Actually, I thought they did know how face telling. They would choose somebody whom they thought that they were able to own apartment there. So, they would promote to some middle class people, some middle age people. However, I really have no idea Y I haven't been asked to but an apartment there....shit...Do I was not really looked like to be able to have an apartment there? Shit man...

Well, I admitted that I was not able to own an apartment there....but I thought that I will own a bigger or a house in somewhere nicer....

Everything is based on dreams...

Keep Going~~~

Enjoy This Link..

Panda sneezes

Super Funny

I just had got some opinions about something. But, I completely have no idea how I can express it. Can it be just hide inside my mind or just express to someone? Actually, who can listen mine?

Well, this is a good question? Who can listen? or Can I just talk to air?

Confused...

Maybe, I should not think so much...

Think Less, Worry Less?

In order to celebrate HK's handovered to Mainland China for 10 years, PRC Government gave 2 young energetic pandas to HK. These two pandas reached at HK around 1600. These two pandas were given name as "樂樂" for male, and "盈盈" for female. "安安" and "佳佳" will have their new neighbors in Ocean Park.

Well, will "安安", "佳佳" bully "樂樂" and "盈盈"? or another way round?

Welcome, "樂樂", "盈盈"~~~

24 is back on TV. Yes, this is sixth season. Actually, I am its fan since the 1st season. I like the tempo of the story. Every episode is same as real 1 hour. Then, the whole season is describing the real time whole day. It made the whole story are more exciting. Yes, this is what I like. It just inject all the excitements in my blood in one go.

However, I dun like to watch 24 in HK. It is because the TV channel only show 1 episode per week. That means it will be lasted for about half year whereas Australia showed 2 episodes per week. It just accelerate the excitements.

There is no reason to let your passion for this series cooling down with in a week...

Have U ever felt tired in your dream? Yes, it's in dream, not in the real life.

I had a dream last night which I really felt exhausted and faints. The feeling was so real....As real as horrible...

What is real? What is dream?

After wake up this morning, my muscle pain were gone.

Oh...I will have training tonight...

My Linux was back on last night and my data as well...

Shit man, it's a headache for setting everything back. May be I dun really have such an interest to tune my system. However, it's a mandatory routine for U utilizing the whole system.

Anyway, it's done...

Finally, the Chinese input method is also back...I am restoring the files back into my laptop...

Nice

Flash Movie Player is also back...

Breaking News, My Linux did not have blur fonts anymore...Because I set the laptop country is in US...if it is set to HK, the fonts were just blur and in fonts type are too nice...not the normal one...hahaha

The next target...get the Chinese input method back and be able to play flash movie...

Keep Going~~~~

I am exhausted again today. It's becoz I got a new training program on last Saturday. This new program really bumped my muscle. Then I went to swim in the yesterday. Again, I have to swim at least 1km before going back. Then, Today, I continued the training program.

Even my muscle pain was a bit relived after today's routine. However, I still felt exhausted.

Sometimes, I am thinking why I trained so hard...More or Less, it is good for myself...to be more healthy...

Healthy Body can do everything...

OK....My New Linux is back...but it cannot display Chinese Characters probably like before. Also, the Chinese input method tools was still not working.

Shit man, I still cannot change the color of the tool bar.

Actually, I dun like to upgrade whole system by kill and born ( format the whole thing and install the new thing ). It just spent more time to deal with the new system and configure it ( and I always dun like to do this kind of job, it's boring and lengthy which means time consuming ).

I just want to it update automatically. However, it's upgrade processes were screwed up.

I AM STILL FIXING IT...

I watched "Shooter" on Saturaday Morning. This movie was about a modern Sniper Soldier. The story was a little bit lame but it is still make sense. I like the Sniper in the movie. He did not make a fatal shot to a target but also set up traps and did all the Observation job. He also needed to calculate the wind speed, angle, the circular momentum of the Earth rotation and some geometry before he took the shot. He seemed that more skillful and technical than the Sniper in "Enemy at the Gates". Maybe, it's becoz of the more advanced technology, and weapons.

Actually, this movie was quite worth to watch it cinema. :), Not Bad

Upgrading Ubuntu from old version to a new version alway gave me headache. I have no idea why there were problems during upgrading process. Last time was like that, this time was also like that. The reason why I upgrade the Linux from the upgrade software was becoz I dun want to waste a cd to burn a Linux. It is because it only would be used once. It just waste it.

Shit man, my harddisk do not have so many empty space for backing up my data. I have back up and delete one by one so that I can backup all of them.

It is just a lengthy and boring work...but have to do...shit~~~

Sometimes is like that...The true personality was always surfaced out during some suitation No matter how U hide so well so careful in the normal time, you also will show off your true side of your personality. And....this time, from what I've just experienced...those people personality is quiet nasty. Y?

Human is just like that? or only they are just like that?

Today, I went to a video rental shop to rental movies. Yes, U heard me. I went to rental movies. Actually, I would like to rent Spiderman 1 and 2 before. It's becoz the Third one is coming. So I can pick up all the background before watching it. Unfortunately, the 1st one had been just rented out before I came back to take it. Shit man...then I found that there's no point to watch the 2nd merely first. Then, I just rent other 2 movies which were The Election 2 and The Hollowman 2...Enjoy movies this weekend and Sunday...

Well....My mind was still very confused today...

I think I need to have a interest to keep my mind concentration in one field.

I want to buy a lot of thing and possess them.

However, is it really worth to own it?

There should have something which is more important to do and experience.

I think I need to plan it well and try to make it happen.

Well, stop thinking to buy unnecessary stuff. Plan for the future....

Umm...plan for the future. I thought that I like a man.

Thinking like a man, but behaviour...? shit~~~

Ok, still not a man~~~

Shit man, I thought that I am in nervous mode now...

This afternoon, another supervisor call me to have a chat with him. Shit...I was scared. Really Scared. Because I was thinking I would be "lecturered" again by another supervisor. When I went to a conference room, there were 2 supervisors sitting there and waiting for me. I just thought: [again? how come they cannot lecture me in one go? It just like guerrilla. I am still itchy by the issues on Monday. And come again? ] I took a deep breath and sat down and chatted with them.

They told me that there's a colleague leaving and they wanted to pass me some works. They wanted to see whether I am suitable to follow those works...

Even it was not what I thought about the purpose of the meeting before. And it's even better, becoz I really will be involved in development some time later.

But , I admitted that I was still in nervous and annoyed after that until now...

Oh shit...I really don't know why it did happen next...

Today, there's a news about HK's public Library still have 17.6 million penalties not been collected.

I thought that it is becoz of some leaks of the library services in HK.

Right now, U only need to pay back the penalties when U use any service in the counter ( such as, loaning, returning). However, libraries did have an ATM machine for the citizens self service for borrwing books. Therefore, if U just kept use the ATM machine for borrowing books. Then, U dun need to be informed for any unpaid penalties. Then , U dun need to pay it anymore.

Furthermore, if U still have unpaid penalties, U still can borrow books from ATM machine ( if I am not wrong).

Some people had a too much penalties, then they just don't pay for it. It is because Library is not Loan shark. It will be a thousand times safer to own them about 20 thousand dollars and U still have a nice day than own money from Load Shark. The Library will not sue U back the penalties.

Also, self service ( include library service via the Internet ) is too common in library service. It's quite common to forget to return the books to the library. Once they found out, the penalties is super high already. Then, they just do not return them. Therefore, it may be one of factors for lost books and high penalties.

There are some possible solutions for this chaos. For example, HK Public Library can be Universities Library. Send the sms or email or any other notification to the citizen that the due date is coming and remind them to renew books if they haven't finished them.

If they really forgot to return the books on time, not only to pay the penalties but also pay its interest.

Last but not least, whenever they wanted to use library service ( via ATM or Internet or counter), the citizens have to pay all their unpaid penalties before using that. I believe this one did not have any practical problems and it should be more efficient way to solve this.

p.s. I admit I still have unpaid penalties in the public library...

Finally, I knew what the problems in my chatting attitude.

I thought that only criticizing is not enough to bring peace and harmony, but also understanding with each other's also important to achieve that. The relationship among people is not something like who is superior than who or who has to conquer to another. At the same time, harmony should be the key to maintain a good relationship among people.

Yes, I understood that ages ago...but still fail to do that.

Y ? Maybe I still do not have a hand-on technique in chatting...this chatting really refer to communication.

Practice and Study are things we have keep doing in the rest of the live.

I wanted to share this lyric of a Japanese series ages ago...I thought that it's quite good...

沐浴在熾烈的陽光中
純潔無瑕的你 莞爾一笑
只是想要知曉一切 我徑直飛奔而出 　
在海面上漸漸遠去
就像那磷光閃爍的船兒
不管是怎樣的風雨都乘風破浪
想就這樣翻越那一波一波的浪濤啊
oh,baby
想要把這無止盡的思念奉獻給你
即使在暴風雨中 這緊緊相握的手兒也永不分離
一起出發開始新的旅程吧
胸中悸動不已 我們遙望著的
是無論到何處都廣闊無垠的大海
即使迥然相異的心 無數次相互碰撞　
人們仍舊胸懷各自的生活之道
在旁人面前悄然藏匿起來的淚滴
現在都不讓我看到嗎
沒有什麼值得畏懼 沒有什麼值得迷惘
我是如此渴望觸碰你的心兒啊
oh,baby
想要把這無止盡的思念奉獻給你
彼此傳遞的話語 即使季節流轉變換
那點滴之音 仍迴響依舊
不要逃避到任何地方 仰望這恒久不變的天空吧
守候著飽受束縛的我們的
是靜靜地搖擺蕩漾著的大海
啊~
想要把這無止盡的思念奉獻給你
即使在暴風雨中 這緊緊相握的手兒也永不分離
一起出發開始新的旅程吧
胸中悸動不已 我們遙望著的
是無論到何處都廣闊無垠的大海
啊~~~啊~~~~啊~~~~~大海
啊~~~

Enjoy~~~

Ok, I broke now...I forgot to renew my 5 books for 4 days...

Shit...just spend the money in penalties

When U are poor, U will be more unlucky...

True of Not?

I am back to program, finally. I found the meaning and energy to work since now. I felt more energetic....especailly I can use Instant Messaging during work, hahaha

At the same time, I was complained by that project leader when I worked on site.

My suprevisor first asked me whether I knew why I came back. He said that it's most likely becoz I got complaints. The project leader in there complained that I did not give the work what they wanted and napped during stress testing. Well, I told my suprevisor that I admitted everything happened was true. But , I insisted it's becoz of different point of view. Then, I just expressed what I thought in this issue to my suprevisor...

well...I still remember the lecture in Software Engineering about System requirement analysis: Do what the clients want, not the clients said...

I thought that it was even better. At least, both side can do what they want now...

See how it goes...

( First from the top ) This is photo taken in the last working place, in a department of a Bank. The biscuits in the right side was my survival kits during work. However, it's out few days ago....( that's Y I can go back ... hehehe, kidding ...)

( Second from the top )See, the belt of the lid of my bottle was
spoiled already. See , working here was so hard...

I was extremely tired today. It was becoz I went to swim this morning. The last time should be ages ago. I thought it should be before University. It was because I never swam in Australia and I never swam in Winter when I was in Holiday.

After the first 100 m, I thought I was exhausted already. And then , I just kept swam 100 m and cross over with resting. Then, I got used with swimming. I thought I swam about 1000m as a total this morning. After, I went to the changing room, I was totally exhausted.

p.s. even it was 26 degree Celsius for temperature. but the water was really cool...too cool, shit

Unless he/she is my good friend and I knew him/her well and knew he/she won't disturb me during watching movie, I usually watch myself alone. Sometimes, it's bored. Sometimes, I can think more and enjoy more during movie.

In the mean time, I felt more bored...

Boredom should be ok for me...got used with it already....

Maybe, it's becoz I am a boring person....

I watched "Sunshine" alone on Sat morning. This movie was marked as "One of terrible movies in 2007." It was because the story line was quite suck. The backgroud was very weak. Just focused the crews in Space ship got mission to finish but not able to be finish becoz something screw up it. The visual effect was just ok becoz it did not have so much impressive stunts made me still reel back this movie...

It did try to mention how the Captin of Aquarius One struggled in the emotional world. It's fine to mention struggling internally and talked about philosophy. But please, the movie got time limit and it did not have 13 lecture lessons. Therefore, please make it more remarkable for the audience and tried to mention more about...

One more suggestion for the movie, the Character of Captin of Aquarius One did still have space for it further developed. For example, he can use his own value and philosophy to bring more fears to the Crews of Aquarius Two and so even to the Audience. Then, this movie will be more excited than the current version. I believed that it's not so hard to bring endless fear to those Crews of Aquarius Two especially when they experienced situation and everyone panicked themselves in a sealed space ship with a super powerful explosives. Instant Kill is not so scared, but endless fear is more scared than killing one by one discreetly or brutally.

Oh shit, take a look of the follwing link, Leopard will be delayed until this October...

Read The News here...

In fact, I wanted both of them, then I still have time to save more money...

So, it may not be completely bad thing

Well, my throat was really gone....It was quite painful after I woke up this morning. Is it really becoz I ate super spicy food in the lunch afternoon? I put half of the sliced chili ( the small one, I thought it was Thai chili ) in the noodles with soup and then ate....Wow, it's too hot, it cost 2 tissues to wipe out all of my fluids from my nose :P

Hmm....I think that whether I should take any spicy and chili?

I think my concentration field in CS has been slightly changed. I focused more to Software Engineering, design patterns and anything related to SE.

Maybe it's a good thing. How a person can do implementation and coding all the time?

I am still thinking to build a system which can send sms to a mobile from the Web Browser...

Well...at least, this is more challenging than stress testing....

I admit that exaggerating the outcomes usually worked for me. For example, even if my supervisor told me that I can go back in the next week, if I cannot finish the current work, then his work was not the first priority for me.... He also stated explicitly that I would not go back until the current work finished which I was sick for continuing to do anymore. Therefore, I just sucked thumb and scratched head and tried my best to finish this ....

Well, silly...right?

In order to have better future, I have to work as hard as I can...

I cannot let the suitation to modify my thinking and objective, but can only modify my behavior...

My Throat did not feel so well today...

I hope I will be fine soon...

My DC is gone....

The whole issue could be traced back to the last Wednesday when I was in SG. My water bottle was leaked in my bag and my bag was quite good quality which is water proof and trapped all the water inside my bag ( thank you, crumpler ). Then my dc was in the flooding of my bag. When I found out my dc was drowned in my bag, I thought that it was a little bit late becoz it was totally wet and the water was dripping from it. Even I took it out and dried it for an hour, the water still could be come out from the edge ... so... I've just kept the dc in off mode for few days....

When I switched it on again on Monday, it cannot display anything except the set up page....Therefore, I took it to the customer service center and saw whether it can be repaired or not...

From the call this morning, my dc needed to be repaired its mother board but it cost about another new dc. Then, I decide to give euthanasia for it...

Yes, I cannot eat any spicy...A friend told me that it is not good for attracting any girls ( especially SG girls ) if I did not get used with eating any spicy stuff....

Well...maybe I was influenced by my friend's opinion subconsciously. I tried to eat spicy food started from Monday. At the beginning, that spicy meal was not really so spicy. They just put 2 chili inside but not really cooked them. So, I just bite it...oh shit....super hot .... my tear was nearly come out from my eyes...

Yesterday, I tried the Japanese chili noodles...it's ok...it's not so hot...and I ate sour-spicy soup with noodles in the dinner. But , it's still too hot and my tear was really running out...

I am not sure whether I ate too much spicy food nowadays. I dun feel well in my stomach this morning since this morning.... :P

兩性平等主義的興起， 早在動物世界中蠢蠢欲動了。。。

還是， 亙相尊重好。。。

今天有新轉變， 首先， 就係這個blog, 今日我係無意中係Google 度無聊閒個時， 俾我搵度呢度都同Google 有關連既blog， 其實我之前都知道有呢個blog site, 加上見我好耐都未再寫blog， 所以就係呢度申請個blog, 算係一個新轉變。。。

另外， 轉變就係， 我終於掉番去做program...總算， 係好既。。。

我要努力。。。努力向著我既目標出發。。。