I want to have more time...

Is it called failure if you paid a lot of effort but still cannot have something back?

隨著北京奧運會既完美閉幕， 我summer course 又結束了, 我今個學期比以前更努力, 更專注， 但是更吃力， 因為時間真是不夠， 不夠時間做功課， 不夠時間溫習， 都覺得幾辛苦。。。我會繼續努力！！！

劉翔加油， 我支持你!!!

小宇宙正在燃燒， 加油呀～～～

Exam is coming...The first one will be on Monday and the next one will be on Thursday. This semester was not really easy. It was because the contact time of the lecturer had been increased to 3 hours. Then I really cannot have enough concentration power because I was really tired from the work. Also, the workload was also same as normal semester. I used 8 weeks to study 13 weeks studying material. I was really stressed from that. In addition, I did not perform well in assignments and mid-term test in both units. This is really the suitation.

Well...I need to transfer this stress from the current suitation into my pushing power. I gave up the recreation activities. I gave up my own spare time. I gave up the resting and sleeping time. All of them were for my study. The thing which I believed it can fulfil my life. The thing which make to feel existed. I HAVE TO WORK HARD. I MUST NOT GIVE UP~~~

Good Luck to me!!!

The thing is I wanted to care about the study like when I was in Uni. I just paid the spare time in it. How come I still cannot get the performance like what I got before...

I just do not want to pay effort to something I don't like. It's becoz it just wasted my energy and concentration power. Either I increase the volume of concentration power or I just don't care it

This is really a suitation.

我發覺自己最喜歡在考試前， 將個情況有幾複雜， 就變得有幾複雜， 接著激發自己的potential 去解決， 置誅死地而後生...

看來， 我都是瘋了...

I just read a news about Beijing Olympics games. Beijing is playing 逆境波 becoz of a lot of side issues happened before. And this is really testing people's quality and mentally status.

Well, I am also playing 逆境波. I have to beat myself...

One of my assignments result has been returned. It is just passed... Well, is it because I did not work hard enough?

No matter what, I still have to keep going...

The only thing I can do is enduring more 3 weeks...

Conflict is becoz of both parties did not understand another's needs.

I need to keep adjust and fine tune my mental. I have to keep calm. It's becoz the exam is coming...

Prepare well for the worst...