No back-up, working alone, not utilizing the own ability, a lot meaning less work, too much system configuration, low salary comparing with outside...Should I stay?

18 days annual leave, stable ( not easy to terminate my contract), near Studying place...Should I stay?

Cheebye, bugger off~~~

i just do not like do the job which I cannot utilize my power. The problem is not I not be able to utilize myself. The problem is just control me not utilize myself.

My position is high rank enough. Then my supervisor asked me to request support team to help me. How I can request those people myself. Then , of coz , I have to tell my supervisor I not able to do it. Then, this supervisor blamed me not able to do problem solving. Oh, come on. It's not not me I not able to do it. I just cannot request others to support with more accessing power.

Maybe, I was too secured for this issue. But the problem is I have to be. It was because there was a colleague "told" me I asked too much questions and requested too much before...Well...in my point of view, we just want to finish our job successfully and do not wanted to make it in chaos. Y just "told" others requesting too much? We were all paid for the job. If you just paid for doing your job, then I think that I should quit job now. It is because I am under paid now.
The supervisor wanted me to utilize myself. Then, please lessen my worry and doubted in the working environment....

I read some tutorials about java 3d nowadays. But, I found it's not so good as open GL before. I thought that it's suck...

But, it's more easy to implement with it. Ok, that's the trade-off.

At the same, I thought that I was a bit tired in acquiring some programming technology. I thought that I read too much nowadays and haven't took a good break during day-off. Maybe it's time for me reading some books. So that, it will make me to gain back the creativity, analysis and reading skill before the master degree begins...

Good Luck to me~~~

Get Lost in my code...

My mum just had the eye surgery this morning. Now , she looked better than I thought. Then, I think that it should not be any problem...Yeah...

But my Dad, I heard my dad made a nighmare last night. He seemed that he moaned or cried or something like that. Of coz , I did not tell it to mum. I just hid it. My Dad seemed that he worried about my mum too much...and stress...

When, I saw my family members were under stress. Can I still pretend there's nothing happened?
Argz~~~~

Tonight, it's getting dark and quite. and someone outside's playing "Bridge Over Troubled Water"... Argz...

I've just updated the Movie list...Enjoy

My 3 days holiday has been just begun. Actually, I intended to move my stuff to my uncles place during this holiday. However, my mum's eye surgery had been arranged these 3 days coincidentally. Therefore, I would found some time to accompany with her in this holiday.

Today , I 've just read an interesting article. It's quite interesting...Really. But, it may invoke some bad experience of someone. Therefore, may be share it again in some time...

I just hated the supervisor told me how to do and justified my method whether it is wrong or not. I will give him what he wanted and the specified requirement. But please, DO NOT tell me HOW TO achieve your requirements JUST TELL ME WHAT U WANT.

Also, I really don't like supervisor do not understand I only can program and do the development with instant messaging. 100% time is equal to to 100% work? this formula is definitely not working for me~~~~

I need to remove my wisdom teeth. It's because it's coming out and started to push my front teeth. In order it won't push my front teeth too much, I thought it's almost time to remove those wisdom teeth.

I was just scared to see dentist especially I need to remove my wisdom teeth...

Yes, I am just suck and scared to see dentist...

But I am really scared ....

I was very busy nowadays until my holiday begin. Even I looked forward tight and busy working schedule. However, I don't really feel good nowadays. Maybe, it's too boring or I just felt too tired work the current task.

I have just update the movie list. Enjoy~~~

It seemed that I almost finish the whole day. Well, of coz, the summer is ending...

I haven't blogged for long time. I thought that I forgot the previous issue already. The thing I can say is I just kept working hard.

Some colleagues' opinion just made me not stop laughing. He told me that programming is an Art. Okay....I can say for your level and knowledge about computer science: Programming is definitely an art. How can U name the extension of human-made technology as Art? Programming really can express into Mathematics form if U are really good. But Art is really the thing based on creativity and express the feeling of human-being ( creator ). If U just name the programming as Art, 2 reasons: 1: U really don't know what Art actual meaning is. 2: U don't really know Programming is just the mechanical and practical technology.