I am not sure whether this is the effect of the medicine. I just got furious easily. Well, I think that I need to calm down and calm down until it is ok ....

I will be back...

As I mentioned before, my immunity system was damaged becoz of the medicine. Therefore, I should go to crowded place so that it would lower the chance to get sick.

However, today. I still was in the crowded place. It was because I got something I have to do before some particular time. In order to lower chances to fall sick, I put on the mask and then went there. Well, I don't mind this one. I still have to go. It was because I thought the meaning of this task was more beyond than putting on the mask and wandered around the crowded place....

I swam this morning. As I did a lot of exercise per each time, I was exhausted. However, this feeling is so good~~~nice

If you really love exercise, I thought U also would feel so good when your breathing is so frequent after exercise...

As I got cuts in my gum, my dentist gave me some medicine to prevent any infections in the wounds just in case. Actually, I don't like this kind medicine so much. It is because this medicine als o killed my immunity system. If it is really strong enough, it really will make me sick easily. And this time, it made me thave pimples and the corner of my mouth seemed that there is another pimples coming. Damn! Actually, I thought that I dun need to take this medicine. It just made my wounds swollen in 1 - 2 days. Then, it will recover themselves. After taking this medicine, it just damage my immunity system at the same time!

Still have 1 more surgery to go.

but have 2 more surgery for removing wisdom teeths....

It is so helpless on the dental chair.... :P

Is the leader the most powerful or strongest within a authority or company? The answer is no. U can verify that in today's news about the current US President.

Well, politics maybe not about the intelligent but is about the money.

Low Knowledge cannot climb up the leader because they don't have knowledge to fight others

Knowledgeable is not necessary to be the leader because they may lack of money.

And it also depends on the luck...

Have U ever have a thought that the current suitation was so suck and I just cannot change it becoz the current rant?

Actually, I thought it was quite common for the people who just first started their job in the real world. It was because they all still had the pure heart to improve the current suitation until it is better or perfect. However, in the mean time, like most of work-starters, they still cannot do much for the current suitation because they did not have any "rights" ( aka "power" in Chinese ). As their rank were still not high enough in a company, they still cannot follow what they really tried to do at this moment.

If they are lucky enough, their bosses or supervisors may let them try to with their own way in a controlled environments. Let them do the task with their own will. It may lead them to think that they still can space to do it with own way. However, some of them are not just so lucky in fact.

Those some unlucky people may not be that bad actually. They still can be successful after some. Their keys to success is they just compromised the suitation. Once they climbed high enough and got those "rights", they just can do whatever they wanted. Nevertheless, some of those people maybe compromised it for a long time. Therefore, they jut followed the weather. They just followed majority of the people. As time beyonds, they just forgot who they are and what they should do....

Live with your own, not with other people's own?

Can you really do that?

or Do it selectively?

I need to have a blood test again tomorrow. The result should be the same. It just not necessary to test it again...still, that is the policy.

I think that it should be ok...

That is so nice. The google reader is almost synchronize my blog. hooray~~~

Before last week, I hadn't been gone to exercise for 3 weeks. Then , I picked the exercise and routine and tried to keep the regular exercise. However, I did not so much in the exercise before when I picked it up again. After the series of gym and swimming, I was totally exhausted. But this feeling....is good...

I quite like studying. Whenever I studied more, I just felt that I wanted to archive it more. I just worked hard on my road to success.

But, will I also miss something at the same time? Everything can be compromised together. Or , actually, I was too navie for believing that.

No, everything is in my own hand. I can use my own hand to archive them. I believe I had such ability to reach it. I dun mind to face difficulties. I always treat difficulties as my challenges. In order to reach those targets, facing challenges is a necessary stage to pass.

Even I said so, do other also think that? Actually, everyone is individual, however, what if some issues are not related own individual?

Maybe, am I just think too much? or just see those issues in different views or angles?

Actually, why don't just be simple as I just run to those targets?

I had a dream last night. I can't say it's a nightmare. However, it's a shock for me , at least for few days. The dream was like Dr Soh and William came to University of Hong Kong to find me. They told me that even if I got high distinction in the projects but the corresponding paper could not be published in IEEE. Therefore, they "needed" me to help them do another research until there is a paper published in the Organization. I told them I got a job and studying master that time. They told me I have to do some time management. Furthermore, they told me that they can't stay in HK all the time and make sure I have the detailed and quality report ( paper, dissection , ) before a specified deadline ( I forgot when )....

Shit

The Physiotherapy's just begun. The instructor said that it won't be cured. I only can treate it and made it not become worse from exercise.

Ok...

The reason I exist is improving in this field. At least , that's Y I studied that and worked on that. But the worst and suckest thing is , I have to survive in the chaos before I can do anything on that. I have to bear and tolerate those non-professional people. From the 1st lesson of SE, I knew SE is actually not a science. It's beyond Science.....what is that ? It's idealism....

Maybe I also will get well soon. Actually, I have to ...

It just had too much thing to handle. Maybe, I really got a big plan.

I wanted to find to cave.

Actually, the room is quire closy...

I thought that i will not stay there in the long time...

What I need to do right now is calm down and be stable... even if I thougth my EQ is always lower than IQ a lot myself....

Master Course is going to begun. I have already found that there were a lot of classmates coming from Mainland China. I also knew they really worked very hard and got a good grade so that they could study in HK. Therefore, I realized that HK students were really in the risk which they may lost opportunities because more quality opponents were in K beyond of the time.

So, I have to work hard...

自強不息~~~

Oh, I was extremely busy in the last week. So, that's y I got no time to blog here...

Well...I was really busy at work...but more busy in the work, more furious about the work. But I am not going to mention any here....

Secondly, I was quite sorry about that. It was because I knew something happened there but I had no idea how can make another felt better. What I can do is not leaving anyone behind...