Today, I listened some negative comments about me from a non-professional colleague...

Should I bother?

Damn....

I think that I've already mentally exhausted....

Sometimes, I just tired, mentally tired. I also want to express it. I just dun know how....

Actually, should I not be tired?

I need to work on site tomorrow. I will be responsible to assist another colleague to check the reading of a RFID tag which is near a drainage lid. Yes, it's a drainage. But, I do not need to go down to the pipe. First, I dun have any license. Second, I am dumb enough to get a license of that. My path of career.... is a bit different....

I've just updated my movie list...

I still have no chance to watch Pirate 3....

Today, Seung Guen got a stopover in HK before reaching to Melbourne. Actually, he did not have so much time to stay in HK, one overnight only. Therefore, he did not book any hotel room for his little stay in HK. Well, I met him in Tsim Sha Tsui and then watched the laser show in Victoria Harbor. After the dinner, I took him going to Central by ferry and then took tram to Cauesway bay. In Causeway Bay, he treated me beer. Actually, I don't like beer so much. It just made my stomach too full to hold that. We all just hang around in there about 11pm and then went back Tsim Sha Tsui by MTR ( becoz his return bus to Airport was in Tsim Sha Tsui).

Well, he will have another stage of life in Melbourne then Adelaide

Wish him all the best and good luck~~~~

I've already updated the Movie List. I have already add some. Please Check...

I have already started to review my study after work. It was a bit tough. Seriously, I cannot really study properly when I was home. It was not becoz I got too much distraction. It was becoz sometimes my parents did tell him go bed early. I really hated this. If I was sleepy, I would go bed myself. I do not need anybody remind me for sleeping. It was just interrupting my studying.

Well, I did plan to move out to stay in somewhere a while for work and study....

In the meantime, whenever I accomplished some milestones either in the work or study, I just had strong sense that I was closer to what I want and already planned for the future. Is it good or bad?
Good thing: it's good to reach the target what I want. Bad thing: there was nothing existed in as smooth as silk. It seemed like it would never happen....

I thought that what I need to do is calm down and concentrate....

Good Luck to me....

I haven't blogged for a long time. Actually, I was quite depressed before. It was because I started to doubt my own ability. I was not sure whether I was suitable for that task before. However, it was proven that it was just redundant for me worrying this too much. I can claim that I was suitable for that.

Furthermore, I was no time to think about that too much. It was because there was another thing happened which also need my assistance to accomplish that. As it was a task which I must not fail in it, I just paid a lot of attention in there. It was glad that we all made that at last. It was a great experience for tackling that kind of problem. In the meantime, I was not depressed about the problem before anymore. Well, was it happened coincidently or ....? Anyway, I just want to say: Thank You!

I am quite depress now. I want to express. But I really cannot...

I have no idea how come today was extremely busy. As there was another colleague leaving, I was asked to attend hand-over session this morning. As I also got another ASP projects which were assigned in the last minute and the deadline approaching which was the 1800 evening ( even the leader of this project negotiate with the client and postponed it ). I had to attend both sides work...

Well...I felt something growing in my life today...

Last few weekends is normal. But the last one was not. I was assigned ASP work for me. The deadline was approaching. Therefore, I had to go back to work on Saturday. However, there was no air-conditioning around 1230. It was the hottest day in HK since the beginning of this year. The air in the office was chokie and I felt my sweat dripping from from cheek. I also got no hands to wipe it out becoz I have to used my hands to type the keyboard. It's too hot in the office... Well...I only suck thumb at this moment. Becoz...I have more important thing to achieve

Tonight, I have to work until to 2230. Well, actually, I came to office about 0930 this morning....

I can pass through this...