I tried hard to tell myself that it's ok for rejection. But I really cannot...It just kept reeling in my head...

It's rejected....

Argz~~~~

Today, I received the reply from Dr Soh. He told me that our paper would not be published. Argz...

I did not need to do any programming job in the last week. However, I was assigned to test some RFID readers and tags. I have to do one of the task in the a lab which was far away from my office. I also have to bring a lot devices to go. During the Journey from my office to the lab, there was no shelter but only had raging sun, I just felt like I was doing tough work outdoor.

Today, I nearly hurt my waist. It's because I hold a lot of stuff and turned to the left suddenly. Then the waist muscle was stretched to the max. It's quite painful. Luckily, I seemed that I did not feel any pain now. I thought that I would call my colleague to open the door for me in the next time....

I played Red Alert 2 in the last 2 days. This game was quite good when it's just release. And this time , I played it with trainers so that I can get unlimit resources ( money~~~) and build my own immortal army...

Then, I finished the game in 2 days including the both sides ( allies, soviets ) and tuorials...

Then, what's point of playing games?

I've just recovered from cold. Then, I went to gym tonight. Well...even if I just stopped for 2 terms, but I still felt that the routine was more harder than before. Maybe, I just recovered from cold. Health is the most important thing. Sleep Well, eat well, exercise hard~~~

But, am I working too hard?

Why did it happen? Why this thing happened on me finally? Why? Damn...

It's very vulnerable....

The most powerful is my mind myself...

I am disappointed....

I hope I can get well soon and make me to forget this thing as soon as possible

I got the most disgusting illness in my world....cold...

NO DISTURB~~~

I think that I am sick now...

Please don't disturb me...

My head started to be painful...I want some rest. The work is too busy becoz of the critical bug. I just wondered how come there is no supplementary plan .

If I got any leave and the program got any problems, then the whole project will be fucked up~~~

I recalled what C told me yesterday: "If the conversation was just about the super normal, very plain, nothing more special than daily life, then your relationship is not so special anymore. Why don't just give it up and not continue anymore?"

Well, is it so simple to define that by this way?

Sometimes, I just dun like C analyzed based on her own experience...

Maybe , I am also too naive to believe what she said

Throat-ache

My throat is super painful~~~

It's more painful whenever I swallowed

My throat is going ...

Struts: It's just like traffic controller for the servlet, http request and http response. The core part of Struts framework is the Action Mapping file which is a xml file.

This Mapping file is a good start for getting the big picture of the whole web applicaiton if it replies on it for handling http request and response.

Structs also provide the message properties files which can acted as the content of the page. The jsp page can call the entries of this message properties files as the source of the content. It will be benefit for storing the content in different coding without changing the setting of character set of the pages.

However, I personally did not like the program or application heavily reply on the external framework too much. If there is any bugs or security holes of this program. Then my program would be spoiled.

On Sat, C asked me some questions. Actually, I haven't thought those question before. It seemed that I was too naive for that , right? But for me, I dun care too much. I just need to do it with my own will and that is.

That was the path I chose to it.

I watched Pirates 3 on Sat with C. This movie was not so good. The story line was quite bad. The only impression of this movies or this trilogy was Johnny's Act. In this series, he really got the mental disorder. He just can act different side of characters and talked to each other. Even there was visual effect for that, but still he was just able to act in different characters. Johnny was a quite great actor.

I think that I need to prepare my master course. mentally, and physically

I have to boot up my reading skill , and concentration skill...

Good Luck to me~~~

I just updated the movie list. Enjoy~~~

I haven't blogged for long times. It's becoz I was quite busy and lazy ...

I wanted some space and time for me studying and reading books and learning new technology or skill. I have no idea I can't do it at home...

I was quite worried about her. But I thought that she 's getting well now.